CAUGHT IN A WEB
Recently a client used the phrase. "Caught in a web." It meant something different to the client than it does to me and that is of course, just fine! I've used it in previous blog writings. I find myself wanting to understand more about what I mean when I say, "I am feeling 'caught in a web again'." Today I do not feel caught. So I am going to try to put words to my expereince for when that happens to me. Words from conscious distance.
CAUGHT IN A WEB. A PSYCHIC WEB. Or maybe it is better to say, a web of unconsciousness. I feel connected to a greater reality and a deeper knowing than usual. I don't feel fully of this world. I do feel more of All -That- Is. And I feel a wanting to know more.
Do any of you watch the Fri. evening 9 pm TV program MEDIUM? Allison sees more than I do. She dreams clearer than I do. She learns from what she sees and dreams. She trusts her connection with the unconscious. I don't know how she ever gets any rest. She is doing so much work in her dreams. But she seems pretty generally at peace with it. And she makes a living dreaming and knowing about more than "meets the eye," as my mother would say.
Maybe we all do! Make our living informed by our dreams and informed by our unconscious knowing. She takes time to "integrate." Remember how she sometimes naps on the couch and tells her ever patient partner that she needs "integration" time? I do that too. I hope you remember to do that sometimes as well. Maybe you integrate the world around you and what you know and are unconsciously learning by gardening, or cutting up vegetables, or playing the piano like my mother-in-law used to do. I do mine by walking my puppy or resting on my futon.
Back to my Psychic/Unconscious Web. Sometimes it takes me days or weeks to know what is going on. Mostly I need confirmation from outside myself to understand and put words to my feelings. Allison, in the TV program MEDIUM gets her answers from inside herself. Her own wise, intuitive, and creative knowing. That is my next learning. Outside in. Inside out. Back and forth. That is how we grow and learn. Currently I get an inside feeling and need outside confirmation to understand. Next I will get an inside feeling, and trust my inside knowing and decide what I want to do with the knowing in the outside world. If anything. Maybe I just leave the knowing in the knowing and go on with my life.
Feels exciting. I want to feel that Web again. See if I am learning something different to do about me when it happens. Someday I might not have to wait for it to "happen" to me. But will be able to call it forth at will. I'll keep you in the loop, so to speak! (:
CAUGHT IN A WEB. A PSYCHIC WEB. Or maybe it is better to say, a web of unconsciousness. I feel connected to a greater reality and a deeper knowing than usual. I don't feel fully of this world. I do feel more of All -That- Is. And I feel a wanting to know more.
Do any of you watch the Fri. evening 9 pm TV program MEDIUM? Allison sees more than I do. She dreams clearer than I do. She learns from what she sees and dreams. She trusts her connection with the unconscious. I don't know how she ever gets any rest. She is doing so much work in her dreams. But she seems pretty generally at peace with it. And she makes a living dreaming and knowing about more than "meets the eye," as my mother would say.
Maybe we all do! Make our living informed by our dreams and informed by our unconscious knowing. She takes time to "integrate." Remember how she sometimes naps on the couch and tells her ever patient partner that she needs "integration" time? I do that too. I hope you remember to do that sometimes as well. Maybe you integrate the world around you and what you know and are unconsciously learning by gardening, or cutting up vegetables, or playing the piano like my mother-in-law used to do. I do mine by walking my puppy or resting on my futon.
Back to my Psychic/Unconscious Web. Sometimes it takes me days or weeks to know what is going on. Mostly I need confirmation from outside myself to understand and put words to my feelings. Allison, in the TV program MEDIUM gets her answers from inside herself. Her own wise, intuitive, and creative knowing. That is my next learning. Outside in. Inside out. Back and forth. That is how we grow and learn. Currently I get an inside feeling and need outside confirmation to understand. Next I will get an inside feeling, and trust my inside knowing and decide what I want to do with the knowing in the outside world. If anything. Maybe I just leave the knowing in the knowing and go on with my life.
Feels exciting. I want to feel that Web again. See if I am learning something different to do about me when it happens. Someday I might not have to wait for it to "happen" to me. But will be able to call it forth at will. I'll keep you in the loop, so to speak! (:
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